In My Own Time
Lately, I’ve been living the very work I hold space for - growing into the next version of myself, quietly and consciously. It’s been a time of leaning into trust, showing up when the energy calls, and resting when it doesn’t. I’m learning to move with the ebb and flow, not against it.
During a recent Going Beyond the Veil session, I was guided to plant magic seeds in a sacred garden. I didn’t know what they’d grow into at the time. But now I see the first shoots rising - creative downloads becoming offerings like The Dragon Mother’s Embrace, the launch of my YouTube channel, Threnai’s Awakening, where I share my healing journey and the tools that helped me remember, and practical next steps like attending Spirit Fayres to connect with people in person. Every message I receive keeps circling back to one truth: it’s time to be seen. To connect. Not just energetically, but face-to-face.
That journey inward has asked me to meet deeper wounds too. The father wound surfaced recently, linked to a memory from when I was three - being moved out of my parents’ room and into one where I felt exposed to judgment, silenced, and unprotected. It wasn’t just the physical shift, but what it whispered to my spirit: be quiet. Stay small. Don't be too curious. I carried that imprint for years.
But not anymore. I’m learning to offer that little girl safety now - to honour her voice, her curiosity, her right to rest and create in her own rhythm. I’ve let go of the old labels that called me lazy for needing downtime. I no longer feel the weight of having to please others or perform productively. I’m giving myself permission to be - to create when I’m in flow, and to trust that my quiet moments are just as sacred.
These days, I’m not bound to a strict ritual, but there are sacred rhythms I return to. Heart coherence meditation has become the core of my practice, gently deepening my connection to Christ consciousness. I light a candle when I work, invite in clear intention, and often pull tarot cards as gentle mirrors to help me reflect and realign. It’s not about performance - it’s about presence. A quiet tending to the energy before I create, connect, or hold space.
I’ve come to believe deeply that those who are meant to find my work will. I don’t need to chase. I don’t need to act from fear or lack. The Universe has a way of weaving connections when we trust our timing. I know what I offer has value - not just in a monetary sense, but in the way it brings people home to themselves. And yes, that’s tricky to hold when funds are low. But even in that challenge, I trust that abundance will meet me in many forms - support, clarity, aligned opportunities, and the knowing that I’m on path.
There’s more arriving. I’m connecting with Christ consciousness and working more directly with God/Source, inviting in the energy of the golden dragons. They’ve come forward to cut through dense energies, to clear what feels stuck or stagnant - both in me and those I serve. Their presence feels like a new level of what I’m here to offer: healing, upliftment, wealth, vitality, and deep vibration-raising work.
And while some of that is happening in sacred sessions, some of it is taking shape at the craft table. I’ve been hand-making crystal beaded bracelets, each one infused with the energies of the stones and messages from the dragons. I’ll be bringing them to the Spirit Fayres, where I look forward to sharing not just my creations, but conversations, smiles, and synchronicities.
Tomorrow marks my birthday - a transition from my personal year 1 into year 2. From initiation into connection. It feels like the perfect time to reflect, to honour what’s been planted, and to trust what’s still on the way.
If you’re navigating your own rhythm right now, I hope this reminds you: it’s okay to move slowly. It’s okay to rest. It’s okay to trust your unfolding. Everything you need is on its way.
